Darning

repairing holes and worn places in fabric

I soak in this. My bones count on this. and sometimes, a hole is a hole, and it can’t be mended. What happens then? Can I heal? Will the hole take me into the abyss?

It can. It can also heal as a hole. I call that acceptance. There are things that are just holes in my body. The myelin sheath around my nervous looks like swiss cheese for lack of a better way to describe it. This causes the signals to get mixed up or not travel at all.

Currently, there is nothing to repair this. They are working on it, but for now the damage is done. Now, your nerves can reroute themselves sometimes. Create another pathway, but it doesn’t happen all the time. I have gained quite a bit since 2018. Which is wonderful.

But in the recent times, my body has been hit hard and taken steps back. My pathway is Acceptance. It is fluid like most things in life.

Mainly today I need to share that I will be with limited internet for the foreseeable future. I will only have access through my phone, and cell service is not great.

I put JetPack on my phone and am hoping it does work to keep posting my blog.

YouTube and socials will be through what access I can get on my phone.

Thank you for you patience. Prayer is welcomed.

Artwork is available through dk Gallery and once I am more settled, I will be selling through WhatNot.

I also have PayPal Me and Venmo if you would like to “buy me a coffee” in support of being able to continue this journey with art, life, and poetry, in order to advocate for humanity.

Thank you
Paint much love, always,
Connie Karleta Sales
a.k.a. This Crooked Little Flower

Darning
20×16 inches
mixed media on paper

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